Category: Alternate universe, drama, established relationship, and hurt/comfort
Date: April 3, 2003
Disclaimers: Stargate SG-1 and its characters are the property of Showtime/ Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret Productions, and Gekko Productions. I do not own the characters and indeed am only playing with them for a little while. I am not making any money from this and I'm still paying for everything I own so there's very little point in suing me. No copyright infringements whatsoever is intended. The story is for entertainment purposes only. At least I hope it's entertaining. The original characters, situations, and story are mine. Please check with me first if you want to archive or link to this story. The song "Reunited" belongs to Peaches and Herb. I changed some of the words. The song "Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely" belongs to The Backstreet Boys.
Notes: The 'don't ask, don't tell' law does not exist. Everyone knows about Jack and Daniel's relationship. Also those of you who like Jonas, my apologies. Song lyrics are in italics. This is my first attempt at male/male sex scenes.
Synopsis: Jack can't go on without Daniel.
Warnings: This story contains attempted suicide, Jonas whumping, m/m sex, and spoilers to the episode Meridian.
Copyright © 2003 by The Space
They knocked, but didn't get any response. She used her key to unlock the door. They heard music playing.
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel
The things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
Sam, Janet, George, and Teal'c went into the bedroom and found Jack sitting on the bed holding his gun. He was rocking and crying. There was music playing.
Show me the
meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
When he heard them he looked up.
"What are you doing here? Go away!"
"Give me the gun , son," said George.
"Jack, why are you doing this?" asked Janet.
"When I lost Danny, I lost my significant other! It was all Jonas' fault!"
"O'Neill, would DanielJackson want you to do this?" asked Teal'c.
"No! He loved me! I loved him!"
While Jack was caught off guard, Sam kicked the gun out of his hand. Teal'c picked up the gun. Janet tore up the note. George grabbed Jack and pulled him into a hug.
"No! Don't hug me!"
George's response was to hug him tighter. Jack started sobbing . Sam, Janet, and Teal'c came over and did a group hug. Jack's sobs got louder. There was a glowing on the other side of the room. They all turned. Standing where the glowing was was Daniel! George let go of Jack. Daniel hurriedly hugged Sam, George, Janet, and Teal'c. Jack had sat on the floor still sobbing with his arms folded on his knees. His head was on his arms. He was sobbing hard and loud. Daniel picked up Jack and sat him on the bed. He then sat on the bed and sat Jack on his lap. He started rocking him and making soothing sounds. Sam checked the gun. It wasn't loaded! Sam, George, and Teal'c went into the living room. Janet stayed.
"Janet, could you give us some privacy please?"
"Sure, but a psychological evaluation needs to be done on him. He tried to commit suicide, Daniel."
"The gun was empty, Janet. I took the bullets out when I saw him writing the note."
Janet left and went into the living room where George, Sam, and Teal'c were.
"Jack, it's okay. I'm back. Let it out. Let it all out. I love you."
"D-D-Danny, I l-l-love y-y-you, t-t-too."
Jack was about to say something else when Daniel said, "Shh. I know you love me Jack. Just cry. You'll feel better." He placed kisses on Jack's head. Jack wrapped his arms around Daniel and sobbed. Soon Jack had cried himself to sleep. He placed Jack on his stomach on the bed. He went into the living room.
"Welcome back, son."
"Welcome back, Daniel."
"Welcome back, sugar."
"Welcome back, DanielJackson."
"Thanks guys. It's good to be back."
"How is Jack, Daniel?"
"He's asleep. He cried himself to sleep. Janet, could you do the psychological evaluation on him? He's not gonna want Mac the Quack to do it."
"When would it be a good time?"
"As soon as he wakes up."
"Daniel, do you know where the ammo for this gun is?"
"Yeah. When I saw him writing that note I took the bullets and put them somewhere where he wouldn't get..."
Daniel was cut off by a scream coming from the bedroom. Daniel ran in and gathered Jack in his arms.
"Shhh, Jack, it's okay. It's just a bad dream."
He placed kisses on Jack's face. Jack settled down. He snuggled closer to Daniel. It was decided that George, Sam, and Teal'c would go home and Janet would stay in the guest room. Daniel placed Jack on the bed and got into bed. He pulled Jack into his arms and put the cover on them. Jack slept through the night without any nightmares.
The next morning after Jack, Daniel, and Janet had eaten breakfast Janet did the psych evaluation on Jack and it was determined that Jack was suffering from post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), and depression, and that the cause of his reaction earlier that day was when Jonas touched Jack. She prescribed him some antidepressants. Janet left Jack in Daniel's care and went back to the SGC.